Showing posts with label my sadness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label my sadness. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Boa_Your Color


hiroi kono sekai no naka de
ano hi kimi ni ai koi wo shita no
nani mo ima made to wa kawaribae
shiteinai to omotteta noni

kyou no owari wo tsugeru yuuhi ni
nande darou namida ga...

aenai yoru ga kore hodo ni mo
fuan na kimochi ni naru nante ne
aisuru mono ga mamoreru mono to
hajimete kanjirareta
The Night Of Your Color

suki ni naru no ni riyuu nante
kangaeta koto mo nakatta noni
kimi ni deai hajimete kidzuita
aisuru koto no imi ai wo

issho ni futari iru to jikan wa
hayaashi ni sugi yuku

aenai toki ga kore hodo ni mo

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/your-color-lyrics-boa.html ]

yukkuri nagarete yuku nante ne
kore hodo made ni kurushii no wa
kokoro kara hontou ni itoshii kara

jikan no nami ga yosete wa
shiawase to yuu sajou wo
sukoshizutsu kuzushite wa
fuan wo aoru keredo
kitto makewashinai

aenai toki ga kore hodo ni mo
watashi wo konna ni tsuyokushite wo
konya wa kimi to yume no naka de
aeru kara daijoubu

aenai yoru ga kore hodo ni mo
fuan na kimochi ni naru nante ne
aisuru mono ga mamoreru mono to
hajimete kanjirareta
The Night Of Your Color

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Drowning in sadness..


I always remember it when I see,hear, feel, watch, and playing basketball..
I just want to Cry along my day..
Will it happen again ?? that's impossible thing to me..
I lose my hope.. lose it, maybe forever..
I look like a stupid girl .. like a crash.. and I hate it so much because it often hurt my heart..
I don't know..
I am feeling it now..
I can only cry to keep dissapointed..
Feel this way.. and find the other way to get my happiness..
How to find it ?? I am so tired..
I want to get my dream..
There are a mirrors in front of me,beside,behind.left.right, along this way..
I must break them all for find my real personality again..
I will....




I think I must get it well.. one more hurt, I will hate forever..
I never give apologize for people who hurt my heart so deep..


I am hurting..
Just Stay In The Other World..
The World stand with Peace and long happily ever after..
Or....
Save Me in The Glass case..
and stealth my live..
and I stand in it as an empty body..
maybe I will get calmness..



by Joyeonghee..
This is my feeling.. I am sad....

Friday, June 25, 2010

Broken relationship again again again and again !


gue cuma mau bilang.. dia berubah drastis.. gue gak tau alaesannya apa .. tapi, dia selalu gak mau waktu gue putusin..


gue juga capek dijutekin terus.. dia kayaknya udah bener-bener jijik ma gue..


jujur, gue nangis.. gue gak kuat dengan pacaran kayak gini..


mungkin gue akan memilih untuk mengakhiri hubungan ini.. jika memang itu jalan yang terbaik buat gue and dia..


gue ngerasa ada orang lain yang narik perhatian dia..

dan.. gue terima itu kok.. gue udah bisa tanpa dia sekarang..

permasalahannya bukan pada keseringan sms atau pun nggak.. tapi sikap dia yang sekarang bener-bener berubah drastis ma gue.. jutek.. jijik ma gue..


gue sekarang bebas ngapain aja.. dan sekarang, gue butuh temen curhat..